Once my health started seriously deteriorating, my whole perspective on life changed.
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Posted 2/5/2012 3:57 pm
I had a bad heart attack and my heart is still very weak and vulnerable.
Let me just say the range of my concerns has dramatically narrowed. Most of the things I agonized over - sometimes for YEARS - mean fuck-all to me now. What matters is not dying on the kitchen floor gasping for breath just because I stood up and went to get a glass of grapefruit juice.
I'm in my late 30s kids and let me tell you, all this shit you/we agonize about on this board - ALL OF IT -- doesn't mean SHIT. The politics, the sex, the money and status concerns - when it really comes down to the wire, success or failure, rich or poor: YOU REALLY WILL NOT GIVE A SHIT IN THE SLIGHTEST.
Do something with your life while you still can because you don't realize how close to the end you could be.
It's not such an unusual age for a heart attack. I'm not overweight but I don't exactly eat well either. I smoke and drink a fair bit and have had a pretty vice-filled life. my family has a history of heart problems. You pay the piper in the end.
the wife is being a good sport about the new, frail and emaciated me. But she's only human and eventually there will be a problem, I can feel it brewing.
Posted 2/5/2012 4:05 pm
The OP could very well be telling the truth. I know a guy who was 32 when he had to have a quadruple heart bypass. The dude used to be as strong as an ox, and he ate pretty well - never saw him order anything too unreasonable. Its just a question of genetics. He went from Superman to Clark Kent overnight.
Its almost a decade later, and he's still weak as a kitten.
Yeah. My group is almost 50 and the deaths are starting in earnest. My mom was the last one of her childhood friends to be left alive - she said it was very strange to realize she was the "last leaf on the tree."
Not a fool, it's just that I don't entirely trust the medical community. There's a whole lotta money to be made torturing patients for a few months.
The low hanging fruit in 'cures' (or at least putting off the inevitable) are a different matter.
I've read that in the last 100 years, only 5 years of increased life expectancy can be laid at the door of modern medicine, diet, etc.. The other 20 or so years are due to cleaner water and waste disposal. Funny thing.
Well, those are population averages and not actual years... most of the increase is because something that would have killed a lot of people young, doesn't anymore. But yeah, when it gets down to the last year of a serious disease, it's pure pointless hell. Hope I have the balls to kill myself when it gets to that point.