I must start at primary school, I slowly came through the numerous harassment because of my red hair, high school was that a few years by ror me at one point the largest jellyfish out caught and put him on his face hit (I did when a lot of sports including Shaolin Kempo) from that point stopped the harassment, and I thought it was cool to do fun, I began to play truant from school more often, shut myself in with a gang .. And rode at a given time engine (initially without a license, of course) i had all kind of friends, most of which are tales of abuse, incest and rape went ..
Sometime in 1998 I met my dream woman know, I worked on my career in the supper market where I worked with her because I wanted nothing more than tree house pet, but in 1991 she died in my arms by anorexia with a weight of 32 pounds .. .
My world fell apart I started drinking and ultimately everything became kwijd 3 years and was homeless and addicted to drink, I did everything to ...
3 years later I met a Turkish woman who pulled me out of the gutter, she had severals own businesses and plenty of money .. She rented a room for me so I no longer have to live on the street, I've exchanged the drink for the painting ...
Unfortunately, these relationships probably much by the street life because I already had made Vergote, except for my love I born in the meantime many more people die .. 2 friends of a drug overdose, a friend put himself EIA benzine, a friend with kids hanging on a seldom but was stabbed to death in the pub a different size shot himself accidentally in his mind, a friend shot himself through the heart of loves sorrow, but one fell down dead in the pub because his heart gave way, but another one was drunk with his head on a staircase, another friend recently died from cancer ... Yeah and then there are the "normal" deaths, opass omas aunts and my mother ... omes
Just keep breathing, small steps painting ....
5 years ago, the entry window and the social service my duty to put to work, I had it out the benefit to cost them 3 reintigratie buros and 4 years time for me is ultimately a job to give people with "Arbeit Handicap" I did not ...
And since then I paint because I hardly simple way to puff not stole ... On my days off I drink myself back all of the world, I am no longer to polish etc etc.. "Well work is good for everyone" but me, because that should I fight with ghosts from my past.
Why no secrets and my webcam?
Firstly because I like and dislike anonymous and secretly stole stuff, people should take me as I am, with all the pros and cons.
I have nothing to hide, nothing to lose, and who knows, maybe in the future will I be found by the woman, with my past and present will and can handle, for never shot is always wrong ...
Posted 7/22/2010 8:03 pm
jobbey: what do u mnean?
Jul 22 2010, 2:31 AM
dikkeman: damn i needd new cola
Jul 22 2010, 2:31 AM
ErinEA: i'll ship you some... lol
Jul 22 2010, 2:31 AM
jobbey: hehe
Jul 22 2010, 2:32 AM
jobbey: fuk its 230 here
Jul 22 2010, 2:32 AM
ErinEA: do you get your coke from a us plant in the netherlands?
Jul 22 2010, 2:32 AM
dikkeman: send me the whole factory
Jul 22 2010, 2:32 AM
dikkeman: no the grow on trees here
Jul 22 2010, 2:32 AM
ErinEA: the coke from mexico has real sugar in it... its sooooooooo good
Jul 22 2010, 2:32 AM
dikkeman: here to
Jul 22 2010, 2:33 AM
ErinEA: i think the stuff they make in atlanta, GA is with corn syrup. no good
Jul 22 2010, 2:33 AM
dikkeman: that how i became so fat.. i drink 3 litres a day
Jul 22 2010, 2:33 AM
jobbey: wow
Jul 22 2010, 2:33 AM
jobbey: hows your teeth...
Jul 22 2010, 2:33 AM
dikkeman: i have fake teeth
Jul 22 2010, 2:34 AM
jobbey: well there ya go
Jul 22 2010, 2:34 AM
dikkeman: i lost my real ones when i was homeless
Jul 22 2010, 2:34 AM
jobbey: i think you have a coke problem dikk
Jul 22 2010, 2:34 AM
ErinEA: do you drink anything else? i was wondering if ive ever seen you drink just plain water
Jul 22 2010, 2:34 AM
ErinEA: i drink 2 liters a day of that...
Jul 22 2010, 2:34 AM
dikkeman: whisky, milk..
Jul 22 2010, 2:34 AM
ErinEA: milk?
Jul 22 2010, 2:34 AM
dikkeman: no water.. fish fuck in it
Jul 22 2010, 2:35 AM
jobbey: i used to drink coke all the tiome when i was kid,,, now i just drink water
Jul 22 2010, 2:35 AM
ErinEA: haha comedian
Jul 22 2010, 2:36 AM
dikkeman: i know, the asked me to work for comedian central
Jul 22 2010, 2:36 AM
jobbey: what u gonna wear?
Jul 22 2010, 2:36 AM
dikkeman: nothing that the funny part
Jul 22 2010, 2:37 AM
jobbey: lmao
Jul 22 2010, 2:37 AM
jobbey: knowck lnock
Jul 22 2010, 2:37 AM
jobbey: knock knock
Jul 22 2010, 2:39 AM
jobbey: dikk i can see the other couch where the other person is sleeping the cam moved
Jul 22 2010, 2:39 AM
jobbey: cant
Jul 22 2010, 2:39 AM
dikkeman: damn i have to watch a half naked sleeping girl with her hand in her underwear...
Jul 22 2010, 2:39 AM
dikkeman: i know.
Jul 22 2010, 2:40 AM
jobbey: damn i missing that????????????
Jul 22 2010, 2:40 AM
jobbey: ill buy you a coke if u move the cam
Posted 7/22/2010 8:08 pm
Jul 22 2010, 2:41 AM
ErinEA: you have a pretty cool life... i am envious. thats probably why i keep coming back
Jul 22 2010, 2:43 AM
jobbey: what do u do for work dikk?
Jul 22 2010, 2:45 AM
dikkeman: a work in a secondhand goodwill store 4 days a week i sell antiqyes an collectebles on a marked on sunday and i paint
Jul 22 2010, 2:46 AM
jobbey: cool
Jul 22 2010, 2:47 AM
jobbey: how do i get access to all your cams bro?
Jul 22 2010, 2:47 AM
jobbey: do i need to sign up?
Jul 22 2010, 2:47 AM
dikkeman: my weekend is on monday and thuesday than my job is being drunk and have a party sometimes
Jul 22 2010, 2:48 AM
jobbey: i know i have seen along with 1000s of people from sfn... im telling ya bro your huge there
Jul 22 2010, 2:48 AM
dikkeman: its all on www.dikkeman.nl
Jul 22 2010, 2:49 AM
jobbey: i dont have a gmail account i use yahoo is that ok?
Jul 22 2010, 2:49 AM
dikkeman: i did not ask for that atention.. someone stole my pictures and used it without asking me..
Jul 22 2010, 2:50 AM
jobbey: what your art?
Jul 22 2010, 2:52 AM
ErinEA: would you prefer people don't take screen shots of your camera feeds? i was wondering about the legality of that myself...
Jul 22 2010, 2:52 AM
jobbey: ya i seen that
Jul 22 2010, 2:53 AM
dikkeman: they just did..
Jul 22 2010, 2:54 AM
jobbey: where?
Jul 22 2010, 2:54 AM
dikkeman: its sad that some people have to use other peeoples stuf to get some atention.
Jul 22 2010, 2:55 AM
jobbey: yes but you are very original
Jul 22 2010, 2:55 AM
dikkeman: nobody on the SFN asked me if i was ok with putting my stuff up there
Jul 22 2010, 2:55 AM
jobbey: you could make some serious cash you have a following
Jul 22 2010, 2:55 AM
jobbey: well they had no way of getting a hold of u
Jul 22 2010, 2:55 AM
dikkeman: some thing are more importend than cash
Jul 22 2010, 2:56 AM
jobbey: true
Jul 22 2010, 2:56 AM
dikkeman: no way of getting a hold on me ??? they phoned me maild me spammed me.. ??
Jul 22 2010, 2:57 AM
jobbey: well i had no idea
Jul 22 2010, 2:57 AM
jobbey: its the internet and there are assholes
Jul 22 2010, 2:58 AM
ErinEA: i should mention that to them... i never thought of it
Jul 22 2010, 2:59 AM
jobbey: can i post this conversation dikk?
Jul 22 2010, 3:00 AM
dikkeman: its ok
Jul 23 2010, 2:06 PM
jobbey: well dude im out have to go help my friend move a fishtank fuckin thing is huge
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Jul 23 2010, 2:08 PM
dikkeman: ik dont let the fish bite u
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Jul 23 2010, 3:04 PM
dikkeman: no picture ? no profile ?
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Jul 23 2010, 3:05 PM
dikkeman: rules ar rules
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Jul 23 2010, 3:58 PM
jobbey: hey dikke i think i found the culprits whos been fucking with u... its from this website http://www.f2bb.com/bbs/show_topic/273608
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Jul 23 2010, 3:58 PM
jobbey: seems they like to have pizza delievered as a joke
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Jul 23 2010, 4:05 PM
dikkeman: ?
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Jul 23 2010, 4:07 PM
dikkeman: and the sushi ?
